Shields don't always keep you alive

I keep swallowing these lies
Behind your burden
And I’ve caught your eyes a million times
Without facing your beauty
Your expressions written in marks
Which I’m not able to see...

I dreamt I wanted you forever
But all I did was hide
You said you thought of me forever
But it took another fight
And now I’m buried in broken promises
And all I do is run
While you’re picking up your life
Where it all once begun.

You couldn’t keep me alive
When I started to die
And it just didn’t stay together
When we gave it another try
And I wonder how it would be
When I’d knew the inner me
But I already broke our line
Which I’m still not able to see...

I dreamt I wanted you forever
But all I did was hide
You said you thought of me forever
But it took another fight
And now I’m buried in broken promises
And all I do is run
While you’re picking up your life
Where it all once begun.

It’s all over,
We’ve crashed the walls
And I try to climb,
As I begin to fall
And you are still, a question mark

I dreamt I wanted you forever
While I knew it wasn’t true
Would you even think of me forever?
When I’d say I already knew
And would you think of me forever?
When I’d tell you I loved you.