The Hangover

I’ve been awake
For such a long time
Drinking, dancing
Chained to a line
Of repeating, stealing
The dignity of lust
Smoking, hoping
For a bond or some trust
I follow your footsteps
Straight to your bed
Pulling up the sheets
Reaching my head
Controlling my mind
I’m spinning around
So I’ll lay here once more
Without making a sound
And I long for his body
As he closes the door
But how do I know
Where he did it for?
As streets turn empty
I see a glimpse of the sun
And again I know
The hangover has won.

Lost

Tell me
What did you expect?
Because your fragile mind is unreachable
When you are playing hard to get.
It are poisoned memories
Floating through my head
After all these things
You have finally said.

Tell them
What are you doing now?
Do you stand ground with all your pride
Or will you still cry somehow.
It seems like tears are dried up
But it doesn’t seem to stop
The dam from its breaking
And soon you’ll be taking
Those waters for yourself

Please tell yourself
What do I want?
Or what do I need?
Who do I love?
Am I leaving her to bleed?
As soon as you’ll find out
My questions are alone
Then you’ll see
Your answers need a home.

Blind vertrouwen

Niemand kan bevatten
Waarom ik hier zou blijven
Of vergeten waar ik was
Toen ik jouw woorden las
En je sprak niet eens
Keek niet eens
Was niet eens in de buurt
Maar het gluurt.

Jij bent
Alles
Wat ik kan wensen
Maar vergrendelt langzaam
Mijn grenzen
Een touw dat knapt
Zonder te breken
Maar het hapt.

Iedereen zal denken
Dat de roze wolk blijft zweven
Maar het zal schroeien
Vergaan
Als we opgeven
Niet leven
Mijn leven
Zonder begin of eind
Maar het verdwijnt.

Poisened

I can speak to you in words
But you don’t seem to hear
You’re like a different language
Which only gives me fears
My rejecting heart
Is not the best start
When you are near
My conscience
My pride
My perfect way to hide
For temptation
Lust
Encourage
And trust
It’s my magnificent overview
Of what I could do
If the mirror rejected
A beauty infected
By you.